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Okay. So it has been a month or so since I have been on here. Go figure right?! I have just been a little busy it seems. I am at a very weird place right now. I like my job....most days. But right now I am so feeling the need for a change. I have been here a little over 5 years now. My boss has been really good to me. And if I was to go somewhere else I would have to learn a whole new job, system, and most of all new people and bosses. I guess my heart's desire is to be at home with Nathan. But I know that is not at all an option at this point in my life. I just feel stuck. I feel like things are never going to be different than what they are right now. But I also know in my heart that this is not true. We are working really hard on trying to do things to the house and get some things accomplished....so I have to work. I mean, I have to work anyways...but with all of our plans and goals I think I will be working until I am 110! haha My hubby is so great about it because he knows where I am coming from and he knows how bad I want to be at home with Nathan...and any other future children we may have. But I guess things just have to fall into place for that to happen. Anyways....sorry this post isn't very chipper!!! :)